| Dreams and the Body | ||
| Stanley Keleman | ||
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Jorge Borges, the Argentinean writer, tells a story about a man who wished to have a son. The man began his creations by dreaming him part by part over a period of many nights. When he was finished, he prayed to the god of fire to animate the son he had dreamed. The story ends when the dreamer discovers that he, like his creation, is also a creation of some dreamer.
Borges tale
offers insight into the role of dreams in the bodys image-making
process. Dreams make images and sequence them in a narrative form. The
dream process connects the body we are with the one we are becoming. Dreams
are part of the body way of maintaining the ongoing relationship between
the inherited body and its deep brain, and the personal body of the cortex
of the we brain. Dreams, then, are a part of the reality of the life of
the body. His story also tells us about inner experience, how dream and awake states are two sides of the bodying process. Dreaming, and our ability to access dreaming, demonstrates the relationship we have to ourselves. Thus we learn about both the difference and similarity of the night self and the day self, how desire and image are linked. There is a continuity between body process and dream image. The unconscious body appeals to the cortex for its images of itself. The awake brain appeals to its own body to animate its images. Borges dreamer, who wants a companion, writes not only about a literal offspring but an inner brother/son. His theme parallels both the Christian story of resurrection - god sends his son - and the Golem story of the Hebrews, the making of a human-like creature. The theme of self-generation of oneself from oneself also is part of complexity theory, the most recent thinking about evolution. These stories share a common theme: the relationship between the brains emotional and reflex centers and the more awake and volitional cortex. The brain makes an image of the body and then asks the body to animate it. Borges story deepens the theme of human participation in the formation of the shapes of our existence from youth to full adulthood to maturity and then old age. We can learn from dreams because we can reorganize meaning and association as well as influence somatic-emotional structure. Dreams have an emotional matrix that dream characters, or objects are embedded in. Although we try to decode dream images and representations, we do not learn to experience them as an inner environment and to see them as expressions of a bodily state. Dreams are part of the mystery of somatic wisdom, the process of the somas becoming self-aware, of having a subjectivity. As the body grows its subjectivity, the cortex forms images and motoric expressions to match. As the body dreams, it uses the somas cortical imaging, or futurizing, to influence its way to be present. Two aspects of our bodys process, the inherited and the socially experienced, organize and form an intermediate subjective realm. This complex relationship forms a life shape of its own, influencing the outside and the inside shape. Out bodied life is its own subject, and the experiencing of its experience makes it a personal experience. Our body is the subject of its own living, the source and reference for living. The body as a process has an essential relationship with oneself. Dreaming is being intimate with oneself. Dream images are snapshots of the unbroken, but non-linear, continuum of body shapes, expressions, feelings, and gestures. The inherited bodys deep brain continually tattoos its image on the brains receptive and dynamic cortex. The brain functions like its close relative, the skin, in that it, too, receives and absorbs the bodys patterns. The bodys pulses, of which the dream is one, deepen the relationship of the body to oneself by osmosis and volitional influences, this shaping personal identity. The dream is somatic activity, speaking about itself as it prepares for the awake world. The instinctual body and personal, social somatic shapes talk to each other. Some people dream of the wild man or woman even as the live as proper social citizens. Each self influences the midbrain the cortex in an inner dialogue. The body is an excitable, contractile continuum that is responsive and able to shift its shape. Dreams, too are like the heart, continually shifting shape, a pulsation from stable to less stable, and back to stable again. These cellular pulses deepen the range of tissue metabolism and emotional expression. The dream, which is organized from the pulsation of the body, helps give the soma a personal structure and sense of presence. The method of working with a dream is to connect it more fully to its own source, the body. In this approach, the focus is on somatic experience rather than meaning and interpretation. Dreams are about organizing how we use our bodies to be in the world and how we inhabit the body we live. We use dreams to grow a somatic reality ad a complex subjectivity that embraces multiple realties. In working
with the dream somatically. I ask people to tell their dreams forward
and backward in order to experience a non-linear reality. By going back
and forth between different somatic shapes in a slow and controlled way,
we engage the cortex and brain stem muscle patterns. We begin to be intimate
with how we experience the given body and body images in the brain. This
approach generates feelings and memories associated with the growth of
our personal body. The practical application of this practice has five steps: Step 1. Recollecting the dream, in language and in the experiences of body or brain Step
2.
Intensifying the somatic characters of the dream, making their structure
and expressions more manifest by a process of neuro-muscular intensity
and differentiation Step 5. We're body, give form to feeling, reincarnate our somatic and personal identity Dreams give a subjectivity to our somas existence. Working somatically gives the soma both a narrative and a process by which it grows its own destiny to be born, to be present, to die. The significance of this realization mirrors our conception of the immortal. Stanley Keleman
has been practicing and developing somatic psychology for over thirty
years. He lives in Berkeley, California, where he maintains private and
groups practice and is director of the Center for Energetic Studies. He
is author of Emotional Anatomy and Embodying Experience among other titles. |
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